So i went to the hospital today and after almost 3 hours of waiting nd passing out on the floor, the doctor finally saw me. Just to tell me i had a case of chonic TONSILLITIS!! My lymphnodes (or i guess my tonsils) are swollen and tender beyond all belif. I look like a damned fish with Gills!! I got about 4 giant cancer sores in my mouth, but after looking up tonsillitis online im guessing the whit patches are from that. he one on the side of my cheek near the molars is about as big as my middle fingernail, and makes it nearly impossible to open my mouth without pain, then i got two smaller ones right next to eachother in my bottom lip and one in my upper lip...
The fever is horrible, I'm either cold with chills or im sweating like a monkey and I can't breathe. My throaght feels like its closing up and its painful to swallow anything, including my own saliva, so you can gues how many times i woke up drooling all over my arms XD. And if you think thats gross wait untill you hear this, i was washing my mouth with war water and salt to cure the 'cankers' and i started spitting out peices of dead skin *shudder*
And as if being sick wasn't awful enough, by tomorow i may not even have a job. Thats right, my friend from work called me a few minutes ago to tell me they let her go, and I remembered when i called in earlier to get my schedual they told me to call back tomorow. prolly meaning i dont HAVE any hours next week, prolly bc I wont HAVE a job... Well, at least Dawn had another part time on the side, this job is all i got...*sigh* I normaly dont pray but if there IS a god out there, PLEASE let me keep my job, i need this job more then I need the air I breathe

well wish me luck

Yours Truly