-new job
-new puppy
-lack of meds
-lack of money
-lack of inspiration
-lack of time for myself
-lack of a clean room
-lack of anyone who gives a shit anymore
I feel like my head is about to burst. I have a new job where i am treated like some dumb n00b that cant get anything right, This puppy is driving me up the wall with her midnight howling bc she's lonely (even though she's litterally within a foot from my bed. Whenever i ge home from work all i get is a handful of more chores to do. Im getting blisters on my lips bc of all the stress, m eyes are swolen and droopy due to massive crying and lack of sleep. All I can ever smell in this house is pot, smoke dog shit and on occasion over used perfume eminating from my mothers room. Today is my one day off this week, and I have to spend it cleaning, waiting for the cable guy and babysitting the dogs. I was SO looking forward to sleeping in till noon for the first time this week but then the friggin puppy starts yipping and howling...again... and to top it all off, I`ve prolly gained 10lbs from stress related excessive eating...
to top it all off I`ve got a $107 phone bill on me that has to be paid by the 23rd...and I dont get paid till the 24th... The Link Statue I`ve been after for months finally returned on ebay and I was stupid enough to go and buy it... thats 144 bucks i blew... not only that, my moms going to costa Rica soon and I`ll have to take the bus to work...and i STILL have to go out and buy x-mas gifts for everybody...
Someone please kill me now and end it all x.x